30 Day Writing Challenge Day 14
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30 Day Writing Challenge Day 14: Your Earliest Memory

Hmmmm my earliest memory. That's hard cause time is so messed up in my head, I would have to say its of Kennywood theme park when I was really little, I would have to say around 6. I was waiting in line for the mine cart ride with my mom when I accidentally bumped this sexy man in front of my. He turned and winked at me and I got all shy and stuff. Idk, lame memory but that's when I first got attracted sorta to a guy.


Resolutions for 2011
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  • Find a job that I like and keep it! lol
  • Go on daily walks, NO EXCUSES!
  • Challenge myself with my drawings, still do basic frontal poses but work on different poses and different views. Even if something looks too challenging try it anyway
  • Push my self in school. Put a lot of effort and time into each assignment. I want to wow the teachers and students

30 Day Writing Challenge Day 13: Somewhere You’d Like To Move Or Visit
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I really really REALLY want to go to Canada. This obsession with it has only started recently but I’m dying to go!!! I guess the fact that they have good health care and I can get married there is an attractive detail. The cities look so awesome but the country side looks even more amazing!!! Plus I think Canadian accents are sexy!


30 Day Writing Challenge Days 9 and 10
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Discuss Your First Love and First Kiss:

So my first love was a guy named Jeremy, he was super awesome but he lived super far away so we could hardly see each other. One time he did come to Pittsburgh though and I kissed him, which was my first kiss too. I really enjoyed it. I knew I wasn't good at or anything but I was still crazy happy over it lol. I also sucked his dick was awesome cause its HUGE and has this big head thats really soft and I loved sucking on it lol anyway thats off topic lol

Put Your Ipod on Shuffle and Write The First Ten Songs That Pop Up:

  • Blue Shadows by The Blasters
  • Georgia On My Mind by Michael Buble
  • The Way I Was by Maroon 5
  • Let It Rain by Sarah Brightman
  • Scary Films by Katie Melua
  • Poker Face by Lady Gaga
  • I've Seen Enough by Cold War Kids
  • Gothic Lolita by Emilie Autumn
  • Dancefloor by Kylie Minogue
  • Sunday Morning by Maroon 5

30 Day Writing Challenge Day 9
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How Do You Hope Your Future Will Be Like:

Hmmm well in my future I hope I will be done with school and working for comic book company some where. I will also hopefully have found my soul mate and have my own place. What else, I hope gay marriage is legalized everywhere in the U.S. I would also like to have done a bit of traveling by then.


30 Day Writing Challenge Day 6, 7, 8 (I'm skipping 5)
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So I'm skipping Day 5, "A Time You Though About Ending Your Own Life" because I don't wanna write about that, so you will all have to deal!!!! lol

Day 6: 30 Interesting Facts About Yourself

  1. I memorized the strategy guide to Kingdom Hearts 1
  2. I can memorize acts by comedians
  3. I burnt my ankle on a motorcycle exhaust pipe =p
  4. I have a small armory of weapons in my room
  5. When I was little I wanted to be a doctor who owned a trailer park and worked part time at the Disney store
  6. I used to fall asleep in the middle of sentences when I was a child
  7. I make up stories about everything I draw, even a random character has a back story
  8. I've known I was gay since 2nd grade
  9. I believe in reincarnation
  10. I was a Victorian lady in a past life
  11. My dreams are very vivid, if I eat something in a dream I can actually taste it
  12. If I could bring any one back from the dead it would be my dog Dolly
  13. I had a goal to lose my virginity at 16 and I accomplished it
  14. I've never used a condom and I'm std free, so someone up there likes me
  15. I believe magic exists
  16. So do dragons
  17. and other mystical creatures
  18. I hate ghetto black people
  19. I'm allergic to chocolate
  20. and rice
  21. and peaches
  22. I'm having Chinese food at my wedding
  23. I want to move to Canada someday
  24. I dream of having a house with my own library/study inside it, it will look just like the library in Beast's castle
  25. My favorite Disney Princess is Belle
  26. My favorite Prince is Phillip (Sleeping Beauty)
  27. My favorite fairy tale is Red Riding Hood
  28. I want to learn how to spin yarn
  29. I want my own weaving loom
  30. I'm gay

Day 7: Your Zodiac Sign and if You Think It Fits Your Personality

"Loyal
- Passionate
- Resourceful
- Observant
- Dynamic

Scorpio Weakness Keywords:

- Jealous
- Obsessive
- Suspicious
- Manipulative
- Unyielding

Scorpio and Independence:

Scorpios are fiercely independent. They are able to accomplish anything they put their mind to and they won't give up. They are perfectly suited to being on their own. They are not social butterflies like some other zodiac signs and some actually prefer to live on their own that way there is never any issue of who controls what at home, they like to be in control.

Scorpio and Friendship:

Relationships with Scorpio are always complicated, just like the person, their relationships are a series of extremes, they can even be downright moody for no apparent reason. Scorpios are known for their possessiveness and jealousy but on the other hand, they are extremely loyal. Scorpios have an excellent memory and combined with an inability to let things go, they can hold a grudge against someone who did them harm forever, in fact a Scorpio rarely if never forgives and forgets. They will even go as far as get vengeance on the person. On the other hand, they will always remember a kind gesture forever and repay it. Any kind selfless gesture done to a Scorpio will gain trust and respect which is extremely important to them in any relationship, either romantic or not. The best advice is to be honest with a Scorpio friend and in return, you will gain an amazing friend you will never forget and who will be loyal to you and never make false promises. Their truthful and shocking sense of humor if different than that of any other zodiac sign and the Scorpio makes an amazing, powerful interesting friend that can be trusted.

Scorpio and Business:

Scorpios make excellent doctors, surgeons, scientists and leaders, they are perfectly suited to any form of business that makes a difference in the world, greatly impacts people and society and a most importantly, Scorpio has to be in a power position, this is why these careers are suited to the Scorpio, they all demand one person in supreme control giving orders and leading a unit of people/practices. In business, Scorpios tend to easily gather wealth, they make very wise business decisions and they are very conservative about spending their money. Scorpios are known for making money and hiding it, they will not announce it due to to fear that others will take the same route and becoming a possible competitor, or worse try to use the Scorpio to their advantage to use them for their money.

Scorpio and Temperament:

Scorpios are extremely ambitious, persistent and determined which is shown through a power hungry, controlling attitude. Not in a stubborn sense however, because a Scorpio will work for what they want and control will justified reasons. This is obvious to any onlooker. A Scorpio never gives up, they are so determined to reach their goal. The key to this success is their flexibility. They are able to re-survey a situation and take a different approach if necessary. This makes them very adaptable and versatile. Scorpios are fierce competitors, combined with their powers of observation and their excellent memory, they will recall facts and when necessary, bring them to the table at the time of need. They will win justly, with proper facts and arguments to support their thoughts and opinions. Scorpios are excellent at restoring order to a chaotic situation and they are just as capable of manipulating for their own greed and benefit. The un-evolved Scorpio is a very dangerous person because they use their powers to benefit only them and step on other people in order to satisfy their own greed.

Scorpio Deep Inside:

Scorpio is the most misunderstood of all astrology signs. They are all about intensity and contradictions. They like to be aware of a situation and always know what's going on, figuring this out with their probing mind, on the other hand, they are interested in the occult, the paranormal, conspiracy theories and other types of similar unknown mysteries. They are very capable of hiding their true feelings and motivations, they often have ulterior motives or a hidden agenda.
Scorpios are all about control, they need to be in control at all times. To be out of control is very threatening, even dangerous to the Scorpio's psyche, when they control, they feel safe.
Scorpios are very emotional, their emotions are intensified, both good emotions and bad. Negative emotions of jealousy and resentment are hallmarks of this turbulent astrology sign. On the other side, Scorpios are well known for their forceful and powerful drive to succeed and their amazing dedication. Scorpios are constantly trying to understand their emotions through finding a deeper purpose in life.
Scorpios are very intuitive, but not as in a psychic sense, more as intuitive into the human mind, they have a great understanding of the mystery and the power of the human mind.
Scorpios have a fear of failure which they keep hidden extremely well, should their confrontation not be successful, or their career fail, they will simply use their adaptive skill to quickly move and and leave the bad experience behind. Do not ever expect them to fess up or share their tale with anyone however because this shows signs of weakness and Scorpio always wins, they are always the self-proclaimed best! One of the reasons they seem like they always accomplish their goals is because they set tangible short-term goals that they know they can accomplish, they know what they are capable of and this is what they go for.
Scorpios are very weary about trusting anyone, a person needs to gain their trust and this gets built up over time and once all the 'trust tests' have been passed, Scorpio loves deeply and intensely. Underneath the cool exterior, energies and emotions are constantly flowing but the Scorpio deals with this be channeling this into useful activities, hobbies, relationships or a career. This is never apparent to the outside observer but knowing this fact explains why Scorpios are so passionate about whatever it is that they are undertaking. Scorpios have powerful instincts and they trust their own gut feeling which is another reason why a Scorpio seldom fails.
The ongoing lesson in life for those born under the Scorpio zodiac signs, is to channel their powerful energy into positive goals and not succumbing to the darker forces in life such as manipulation and greed, they will then have great success in their life and have a clean, happy conscience and a circle of friends they can trust and hold dear to them.

Scorpio in a Nutshell:

Scorpio is the astrology sign of extremes and intensity. Scorpios are very deep, intense people, there is always more then meets the eye. They present a cool, detached and unemotional air to the world yet lying underneath is tremendous power, extreme strength, intense passion and a strong will and a persistent drive. Scorpios have a very penetrative mind, do not be surprised if they ask questions, they are trying to delve deeper and figure things out and survey the situation. They always want to know why, where and any other possible detail they can possibly know. Scorpio's are very weary of the games that other people try to play and they are very aware of it. Scorpios tend to dominate and control anyone that lets them, or anyone that they find weak. The person that a Scorpio respects and holds close to them is treated with amazing kindness, loyalty and generosity. On the outside, a Scorpio has great secretiveness and mystery. This magnetically draws people to them. They are known to be controlling and too ambitious but only because they need control for this makes them feel safe."

My zodiac really does describe me almost to a T. I definitely do have my independent side but I hate being alone most of the time. When it comes to friends and relationships I am possessive and jealous but I'm working on that lol. I really can hold a grudge, I will never forgive a person who has wronged me. When it comes to my goals I don't give up, I am ambitious but I'm not power hungry or controlling, in fact I'm rather submissive. I most definitely am into the occult and paranormal and I have GREAT intuition. Its not hard to gain my trust, I'm actually too trusting of most people.

Day 7: A Moment You Felt Most Satisfied In Your Life

Hmmm I would have to say it was about a year ago when I was going to school and working at Toys R' Us. It was really great because I just started school and I had just made a whole bunch of new friends. I had also begun working at Toys R' Us, which was alot of fun, I would have stayed there but the managers were just going crazy with their quotas, except Melissa, she is amazing.


30 Day Challenge Day 4
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Day 4: Your Views on Religion

Well, hmmm, I don't really think about religion too much. I guess I'll just talk about my own. I used to be hands down Wicca, but after reading almost every book out there on the subject I didn't feel fulfilled. I knew that Wicca wasn't about throwing fireballs at people and I liked what I did with it but some books I read would say one thing and another book would say another thing. So eventually I got sick of it and created my own awesome religion. Basically its a combination of Wicca and several other religions. I was sick of books telling me things are this way and no other when I believed other wise. I can pray to whatever gods I want and do whatever rituals/prayers I want now. I call myself a "spiritualist" now. I don't really know what else to write about now, if any one wants to know more or has questions you can ask :D I suck at writing, I know there's probably more I need to write but I can't think of it now.

Tumblr
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Just a quick update, I changed my Tumblr name to www.kyleroxas19.tumblr.com, for those of you who check it out :D

Moving Out
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So Mindy wants us to move out of our parents house and get our own apartment once I find a job. Idk how I feel about this. I do want to move out, living with my parents is getting annoying. Having my own place would be great because 1) I wouldn't have to sneak out to meet guys, 2) I would be able to work on school projects with out being distracted every 5 minutes and 3) I'd be able to do what I want when I want. However I don't think I'm ready yet. Even if I get a job it won't be enough to get a place. Apartments are expensive and joining our money will only be just enough to afford rent. But what about food, art supplies, and other essentials. Mindy has car payments, insurance, school payments, food and other essentials to worry about. I have school, food, other essentials, and art supplies to worry about. Art supplies are very expensive and I don't want to be in a position where I have to choose between buying groceries or getting supplies for school. I want to do really well at this new school and if I stay at home I won't have to worry about groceries. I suggested to Mindy we move in with her Grammy Pat, who has a nice sized house with tons of extra rooms. Her basement is like a second living room. We could fix it up to be my room/living room. Mindy already has her own room there. We could even buy our own fridge to put our food in and could even pay her grandmother rent but I'm sure it wouldn't be nearly as much as a regular apartment. I told Mindy all these things but she never replied so idk, I probably made her mad. I know I told I'd move with her but she never sounded really serious about till lately. I understand that I'm her best friend but I have my own concerns too.                                                                                                                                            

30 Day Challenge Days 1, 2, and 3
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So on my Tumblr, I started this 30 Day Challenge thing. Basically there's this form with 30 topics you right about each day. I meant to post them on here too but I forgot because I haven't been on the computer. I am gonna post them here though so enjoy. I'm posting the first three days and after this I will post the rest of the days in separate post.

Your Current Relationship: Well I’m single, I’ve stopped looking for a boyfriend. I still want one but I’m not searching my butt off trying to find him He can find me lol. I am in a friends with benefits relationship right now which is fun :D Being single is good, I realize I can survive without a mate, I don’t need one to live but it would be nice to have someone to text at 3 am. I am talking to a boy right now, but I have learned not to get my hopes up. I’m not saying that to be negative or depressing. It’s just the truth, if you get your hopes up it only hurts more when things don’t work out.


Where I’d Like To Be In Ten Years: Well in ten years I would like to be out of school and working for a comic book company, preferably Dark Horse Comics. By then I would like to have my own series created. I want to make a break through and have a comic series with gay characters. Not flamer characters shooting glitter and saying “Fabulous”, I want heroic characters that kill bitches. Being gay isn’t gonna be the focus of these characters, its just going to be a part of their personality. I don’t think think this is too much for ten years, its actually probably not enough. I’d also like to have my own place to live in, hopefully with Mindy Patterson and my future mate, whoever he is. Maybe I’ll even be married, ya never know. Hopefully gay marriage will be legalized everywhere by then.

My Views On Drugs And Alcohol: Hmmm this is a tricky one. All of my experiences with drugs and alcohol are funny because I only did them to make someone think I’m cool. Alcohol I don’t think is too bad, I don’t love it and I’m most likely not going to get drunk on my 21st birthday. Drinking makes me sick, I’m not talking about the hang over, I meant when I start drinking I start feeling sick immediately so I tent to avoid it. The only reason I’ve ever drank before is to make some one think I’m cool. Because of high school, I’ve had problems with low self esteem, so I have this urge to seek peoples approval. Because of this, if I was at a party where people were drinking or smoking “stuff”, I would try it to be part of the “it” crowd. Now that I’m older, and I’ve had many more experiences out of high school, my self esteem is AWESOME, so I know that I don’t have to do stupid stuff to make myself look cool :D


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